Thursday, November 24, 2011

GRATITUDE



In the spirit of giving thanks, I'd like to take a moment and thank those who have made my life rich, full and packed with drama, adventure, love and enlightenment. 
Family...of course because that's where it all starts. From day one, I was accepted into a family unit and remain there to this day as a sister, daughter, granddaughter and friend. My own latent talents were not over-shadowed by my parent's need for me to conform, but rather they understood that I was a bit 'different' and they allowed me the freedom to explore my world, even though at times I "crawled on my belly like a reptile" through life, I knew that once I came up for air and asked for 'help' they would support me and offer me shelter or love when I needed it most ~ Thank you mom, dad, big sis, and baby bro! 
And now to my own family, my two daughters who have joined me on this fantastic journey of life.  Whether they know this or not, we made a spiritual agreement, lifetimes ago when celestial families formed.  Like my birth family, my parents and siblings, my spiritual family that I've never not known, whether I was the father, brother, sister or mother, we've traveled in a unit, learning from each other and growing together spiritually; my own daughters have travelled along, but this time I got to be the 'mama.' And what a ride it's been.  I cannot imagine my life without these beautiful girls, even though I must admit it can be challenging, but as anyone who has raised children can attest; if it's not worth fighting for, it's not worth having.  Thank you, Lucy and Mouse, for joining me, for accepting me for who I am, and for choosing to be here, on this beautiful planet at this most amazing time in history.
Friends...even though I do not believe the saying, "you can choose your friends, but you can't choose your family,"--only for the simple fact that we all have the ultimate choice in everything, there are no mistakes, no accidents...EVER...--Thank you. I have at some point chosen life-long friends who I couldn't imagine not having in my life.  My girls, all different in nature, physique, talent, background and lifestyle, are the most generous, loving, free-spirited and strong women that a gal could hope to know.  I've always been the one to look at the world a little differently, offer up bits of information that to some would seem 'whacky' and 'way out,' but my girls never looked at me with disdain or disbelief, rather they smiled and wondered quietly to themselves, "what the hell is she talking about?" As the years have gone by, I do believe that now they understand and are beginning their own journey through life, seeking out those different answers that the material world cannot offer, but their own inner voice can.  I'm here, my lovely ladies when times get tough and the going gets onerous...I'll walk with you in the dark and offer my 'match' to light the way....just like you did for me when I took the dark journey through life.
Masters and channelers.  Kryon, Tobias, Adamas, St. Germaine, Kuthumi, The Group, Gaia, and their beautiful and strong human counter-parts: thank you.  For the last 25 years, I have traveled here and there, exploring the unknown, delving into the mystery behind the veil, looking for my own part in this extraordinary journey called life, and you have been there for me when I truly believed that maybe I needed to go back, 'to go back home.' If I hadn't found you, or rather if you hadn't found me, I don't think I could have continued on in such a fashion that now, today, I have written my story down to share with the world.  I bow down to you in supplication and in thanks for your words that I carried with me, close to my heart, so that I could 'see' the world in a way that meant so much more to me.  I AM THAT I AM....thank you for showing me how special I really am.
Crystal...my 'third' daughter, who is alive and well in the pages of my book and in my imagination.  She truly is real, no one can ever convince me of anything else....although for the last 14 months, she has been stuck on a ladder in Colorado, waiting to go down into the 'underworld.' But I've had to tell her to be patient, I have a few things I need to do before I can contine with our story...I need to do more research, I need to finish my sememster in school, I need to support Book One, Illuminating Crystal, and I promised her that it won't be long...she is an amazing girl. 
So there you have it, if I have forgotten anyone, somehow you have found yourself in these categories of my special friends and family and even though you don't see your name, you know you are there in my heart.
And, thank you, Paula.  I love you very much.
Peace, love and light.
Paula
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